Friday, April 13, 2012

Happy 1st b-day in Heaven Dan!

Happy 1st Birthday in Heaven to my amazing sweet little boy. Not a single day has passed where I don’t miss you or long to hold you in my arms. Every day I wonder what you would look like, what you would be doing, how your smile would look, how many haircuts you would have had to have. I have had many special moments since you left us where I know you have been near. I believe you are near me during the moments where I miss you the most with tears rolling down my cheeks.  (Like right now) I cant believe a year has passed since I got to see you for the first time.  Bringing you into this world was so painful but I would do it all again a million times for another  5 amazing weeks with you.  I cherish every memory I have of you. Each day that goes by I know I am one day closer to seeing you again. I love you so much Dan and I hope you know how proud I am to be your Mom.  XOXO